shortchanged

why do i feel as though im being underrated. why do i feel as though im giving and not recieving. why does life feel like a huge theatre play. im standing on stage waiting to be torn apart by the audience. im being looked upon by 100 eyes and i freeze. to feel as though the people around you couldnt bother to even drop a line or bother to check up on you. feeling as though your life isnt significant enough to even have a simple phone ring. not even once. NOT EVEN ONCE.